Come To Life

November 2020 - Ngl when this picture was taken I was not widdit.

Honestly I was so pumped to write another post but I’ve completely lost it. I’ll come back to this in a bit…

Hola. I have returned (3 days later). 

Lately I’ve been thinking about the idea of trying your best… My entire life I genuinely haven’t put a lot of effort into most things - for the record I’m not proud of this. ‘Tis just the way I am. I’ve progressed through life with minimal effort, doing what's required and nothing more. However, when I do find something worth putting effort into I give it absolutely everything. 

The thing that puts me off is that on the few occasions that I have tried and given 110%, it hasn’t worked out, which feels quite shitty. This isn’t to say that I’ve stopped doing that entirely. I’m still trying and I will continue to do so - probably until the day I die or until I lose faith entirely lol.

That’s all, no essay today. Peace.

This post is named after a song by Kanye off his album Donda - the piano at 2:14 is 10/10. Yes I realise I also mentioned Kanye in my last couple posts, you can probably guess who I’ve been listening to lately.