Heat

July 2019  - Every time I write a post I end up looking through my pictures to figure out which one to choose and I end up asking the same question. How has it been so long since this was taken?

When I started this whole blog/diary/journal thing I thought writing once or twice a week would be easy af - boiiiiiiii was I wrong. Nevertheless, I’m still going (albeit, rather slowly). 

I’m going to start off by saying f*** the heat. Especially in the UK. I cannot wait for winter. On a somewhat related note, I still don’t get the idea of sunbathing?? I remember being on a work trip in Prague (it was about 38°C) and some of us went to the park after the training course had finished - I swear to god I was the only one sitting in the shade, this may sound kinda depressing but I was quite happy by myself tbh. Sitting there there was one question running through my head, how is burning your ass off enjoyable??

Anywaaaay, that is my mini rant over. 

What I actually wanted to write about was my sanity (or insanity for that matter). For a longass time I used to overlook a lot of different things, things that weren’t good for me but I went along with them anyway. Only after being out of those situations I realised how much of a dumbass I was, ok maybe dumbass is a bit harsh on myself, perhaps blinded (I won’t say by what) is a better word? I’ve probably written about this already but I cba to check. Either way, it feels good to know that my head is in the right place now. 

じゃあね