Long-winded
February 2020 - I’ve no idea how this was 2 years ago. I honestly get so confused with dates nowadays, I was filling out a form recently and accidentally wrote 2023…
You know it’s crazy. I read some of the stuff I’ve written that I haven’t posted on here and it’s actually kinda nuts. Part of me what’s to put it out so that you can read it - but I can’t have something like that out here just yet. I’m not sure when tbh. It was actually supposed to be a handwritten letter, but who even does that anymore am I right??
I was thinking about high school (secondary school same sh*t) the other day. It can be such a hit or miss experience. I talk to some people and they had an amazing time like myself… or they had an absolutely horrific time and they try to repress every memory of it. Looking back it’s pretty funny/insane isn’t it? How every problem at the time feels like it’s the end of the world, how you don’t know what other people are going through but that doesn’t stop you from being an idiot towards them, how you don’t know about all the fu*ked up things going on around the world. In this little bubble of yours. Making decisions and having no idea about how greatly they could impact your life further down the line. I’m just rambling sorry I don’t really have a point or anything, not sure why I’m even writing it tbh. But I guess that’s the point of this?
On another note I went to a concert a couple nights ago which was fun. For the past few months there is one thing that pops in my head on a daily basis but this kinda acted like an escape from that. It was nice to be in the moment and just enjoy the music - no other thoughts in my head. Pure bliss. I wasn’t on ecstasy or anything I assure you. I was merely having a good time. Met a few cool people in the queue and had some interesting conversations - it’s funny how you get to know someone for an hour or so then once you go into the venue you never see em again and that’s that. Anyway… If you haven’t heard of Aries check him out - makes some bangers.
That’s it for today - I hope you’re doing well.
Seeya.
