Why Me?

Circa Summer 2019 - Here is a picture of me living life on the edge during a fishing trip last summer - I say fishing trip but I literally just sat there the entire time looking cool af. Yup, that’s all.

Do you ever have those days when you just sit there (or walk or drive) and wonder why me? 

Every now and again I ask this question, why me? What have I done to deserve this? Or, why is this bs happening to me? なぜ.  However, lately, I have been thinking more about my own actions. The choices that I have made. How can you ask why things are happening to you and get frustrated when it’s because of the choices you made? (If you haven’t already figured it out yet, I’m not talking about the times when you have no control over the outcome). 

It’s very easy to not make the right choice. Sometimes the right choice may not be entirely obvious, but even when it is, it’s easier said than done. At the end of the day you have to deal with the situation at hand, or you can move to the other side of the world and change your name and start a new life, but that wouldn’t help… or would it 👀. I’m just playin’. Everyone’s fighting their own demons - but if those demons aren’t disappearing then you’re clearly doing the wrong thing.

Time to make a change. 

Until next time.