The Plan

December 2018 - Two years since this picture was taken and boiiiiii have things changed.

*Obi Wan voice* Hello there.

I didn’t think I’d be gone for nearly two months, then again I feel like every post I’ve written this year has mentioned something along the lines of how fast time has flown by or some sh*t so I won’t repeat myself don’t worry.

I remember back at the start of the year when I was lucky enough to be travelling to a few places, I had such a different plan compared to what transpired (I’m sure that this is also the case for many people). 

There have been many moments during the year where I have felt disconnected from everything around me, chilling in my own bubble going through the same routine, not a care in the world. Think that’s kinda bad tbh. On the other hand there have been moments where I’ve been thinking a lot (perhaps a bit too much), about everything that is going on in this pretty shi*ty world and how I can help. I know I’m super lucky with my situation but for a lot of people this has been such a difficult year and I truly hope that the next year is easier for everyone. 

Looking back at myself I can definitely say that my plans and goals have changed drastically, this goes to way before Covid was a thing. When I graduated from university I had a few clear goals, I knew what I wanted and what I was working towards. That sh*t took a u-turn real quick and I’d like to think these changes were for the better. Okay maybe not a full on u-turn, I mean they share a few similarities but for the most part they’re different. Tbh does it even matter? I swear nothing ever works out the way I want it to lol, although I think that my mind is in the right place so that’s good.

Here’s hoping that next year is better. Take care of yourselves and those around you. Help where you can. Stay safe. Seeeeeeeeeya.